TheonlyAnimequeen

Hello all :) I'm still alive, but I've not posted anything in nearly 2 years! :/  I don't really do photography anymore as I don't have a working camera except my phone one, and its horrible :(   Plus I just do not really think I would have the time even if I had a wonderful camera. I think all I've really been doing the past 2 years is just going to school and working. But it takes up SO much time!  I'm doing alright in school, I've been consistently at either all A's and B's or all A's.  So not too bad. Other than that though, my life is pretty boring. I guess it's good to stay busy cause you don't have time to feel bored, but now that i

Im still alive! I actually started going through some of my deviations on here today.....I had over 12,000 messages :/  lol My life has really sucked the past few months....I've been very depressed the past couple of months.  Its only hits me every now and then but one day I had a breakdown and just kept crying and crying and it was awful. I'm trying to get my life back into some kind of order.  I'm going to apply for college classes tomorrow and hopefully I get a good schedule that will work around my general work schedule.  I was really hoping that maybe in a few months I could move but I'm not so sure....My life would be a lot better if

I've got so many different things going on in my head right now and I'm stressed out. I've been severely depressed lately, moreso than usual. I feel sometimes like there is absolutely no hope.  But I cling to hope and maybe things are going to change soon. I applied to two different libraries because both are hiring. One is in the town I live in, one is in the city I work in. I'm really hoping to get the one in the city I work in though, because my eventual hope is to move into that city instead where I could finally maybe be happier.  My house is just constantly filled with problems. If its not the water, its the electric. Plus we still do